I laughed because I thought to myself, sucked in, could not have happened to a bigger ####wit than you.
You wonder why no one here likes you. You claim in your first post that you are tired of trying to be a decent member.... yet this is what you post about a Admin of the forum.
This thread and the others telling the members of the forum that you are going to kill yourself tomorrow (plus a pm to me stating my infraction has caused this) is just an epic meltdown and totally unnecessary.
Here we have a grown man in his 30's posting nasty stuff about others on a forum then when he gets pulled up for it he goes on a massive pity party for one with the motive of having me, and possibly other moderators/admins, banned or their status removed.
You need help, professional help, be that because you think you can come onto a forum break the rules and get away with it and not reprimanded, or because you have so much sand in your vagina that it's chaffed and you are very angry at the world.
You wanted attention, you have it. Over to you. You either log back in under this account post tomorrow and eat humble pie or create another account and visit the forum to see what went down
Kill yourself? Doubt it seriously. Probably sober up and feel pretty stupid.